Sometimes covenants makes a lot of sense. In the good conditions, when everything is said to be stable, no sign of problems and miseries.
Then all these covenants disappear. Disappears like we don't even know them and ever made them with God. This may be not associated with all, but for me, I failed on many occasions. Am that huge mass of failure, now writing this.
I made many covenants, a number of meaningful and meaningless ones. When the situations never cooperated with me, I made them. But, when everything is fair, I said a bye to them. I breaked them.
Here a point to note is, these covenants are made with God, the creator and my savior. I didn't made these covenants with any mortal form but with a supernatural being and Alpha and the Omega.
Even though I failed, I felt his mercy and rejoiced in his blessings. I walked away from the God and moved much closer to the sin. It didn't make any sense for the sincerity in making the covenants and it is true that God will not be mocked.
If God shows his wrath, we couldn't even survive on this earth, dwelling in the problems is a different thing. He still loves us from the deep of his heart, ready to forgive us and lift us up. Then it is the sin thing, me, who is still passing away from the invitation of his loving kindness.
What am present is the result of the past
I realised the mistakes and drawbacks in me, but never I dared to correct them. This is the mistake in my life, a self-soothing behavior.
I seek God in times of trouble and when he put me on the shore, I left his hand. I never stay with him and keep on neglecting the good news. My filthiness keeps growing in me with my age.
And now am not a kid to self-protect myself by saying that i'm unaware of the punishments and the fruits of the sin. I am a grown up guy now, I can differentiate the good and bad.
I kept all the good practices and God's word aside and this is not a good choice though.
My spirituality must not get dominated by my sinful life
I must lead a life and abide with the lifestyle that which is according to the God's will. Because I'm representing him if I say that am a Christian to the world.
All these covenants made my life. I burnt them all, they stay there as a metaphor. They are buried under the sinful life, they remind me of my past. These things are going to change me, but the word of God can do a lot.
Those covenants are there standing forever, they report me. I must have to change the life.


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